Music in my soul.

Alone...

2010-04-19T22:35:00.004+08:00

Guess it's time to close my blog, since I'm not updating it often...plus I guess there are lesser readers too....

I'm not gonna care whether what I've done is being appreciated or not...I don't know...what's the meaning of being friends I also don't know...I choose to close one eye and open one eye.....I'm not gonna care anymore....

rather being alone...and have a runaway for myself...sometimes it's best to care for myself only...because I won't feel so pissed off and hurt...just like now...

I'll be back sooner or later...when it is the right time.....and I'm not gonna online within this period of time...*depends*

till then.

*shout out to myself* FACE THE CRUEL REALITY!!!

不爽　！

2010-04-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

现在我条气真的很不爽。。。

很久都没有这样了。。。。。。

超级想发泄！！！

你们通通都给我滚！！！闪到我看不到的地方　！！！

宁愿一个人就好，都不想要理你们了！

Mother and Son

2010-03-31T15:46:00.005+08:00

Mother and Son, originally uploaded by angeline_heart.

Love between Mother & Son....

Snapped this picture in perfect time with the scenary... hehe

By the way, that time I was walking back home from Desa Park City CNY celebration...it's going to rain too.

Personally love this photo very much. :)

Background OS : " Run Faster Run ! The Rain is coming~ "

LOL

Hee Chul Dorkiness is back

2010-03-30T23:09:00.004+08:00

CONGRATS Hee Chul oppa for become DJ again...LOL

2nd day of DJ-ing.......

Imitates Suju members in "Sorry Sorry" ....

I can't stop laughing again... bwahahahaha! xD

My Fancams & Pics on Super Show II Malaysia

2010-03-28T22:20:00.004+08:00

it's been a week and a day since Super Show II @ Malaysia....wuuuuu wuuuuu...T.T

Yesung @ Shining Star *TOUCHING MOMENT*

Puff the magic dragon~ *CUTE*

Hee Chul's Solo - Temptation of Sonata *CRAZY*

at last, SORRY SORRY REMIX *COOL*

PICTURES ARE ALL ON MY FACEBOOK
CLICKY CLICK ! ;)

I miss Super Junior ! I miss Hee Chul oppa !

Super Show II @ Malaysia 20.03.10

2010-03-22T14:35:00.005+08:00

I laughed so much when I saw this, ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Hee Chul oppa looks extra beautiful in real person, not my eyes problem because I'm wearing spec, I have "4 eyes" indeed....ㅋㅋㅋ

Well done on your transformation Hee Chul oppa ! Do it Chu~

Things I need to tell Hee Chul oppa :

why you only walk pass my area for once, or maybe just twice?

I was waiting to say HI to you....but......T.T

I was disappointed, sad and regretted that I did not prepare a small board with words written on it....

I should have write " Hee Chul sshi, let's play STARCRAFT together ! "

with this, maybe you will see me and say HI to me, will you? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

By the way, I love your solo performance, because of this I shouted my lungs out, end up after the concert, I'm got no more strength and extremely tired...just like a zombie...ㅋㅋ

If I come again for Super Show III, will you see me if I really bring a small board? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Care....or not worth to be care about?

2010-03-14T23:56:00.004+08:00

There's always a question which came through my mind, even until now.

People always say, if we love ourselves, then only other people will love us.

but why, when I thought we love ourselves enough, but still it's so hard to have other people to love us?

Care, those who I care, doesn't even appreciate, makes me feel that everything is so worthless...

I really can't figure out, what should I do then I'll be able to find a person who really cares for me?

I really don't know, everything is just so complicated, people and relationships....

I guess its still the same things which I always thought about also....

time and fate.

烦 + 压力

2010-03-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

工作和学业，我选择了工作。。。
很多时候，还是没有那份胆量，勇气还有信心。
唉。。。我到底是怎么了，以前训练的时候，那些胆量通通都不见了吗？
承认大多时候思想还是很幼稚，真的不够成熟。。。
很想敲醒自己的头，然后可以变得更成熟。。。。ｉｓｈｈｈｈｈ

没人理会不用紧，反正我已经习惯自己承受痛苦了。。。
已经习惯收在心里的痛，早已经化为沙随风而飘走了吧。。。
很久以前的过去，别人空怕已都忘得一干二静了吧。。。
只剩下我，偶尔还会傻傻怀念一下，然后又带着一副很坚强的模样，继续走向前方。。。。。。

Another year...to see you again.

2010-02-19T21:10:00.004+08:00

Although this picture looks blur, but I believe our friendship is as clear as water. :)
*sound weird* but it just stuck in my mind :S

Ahhhh, gonna say goodbye again to you Florentyna Chuah. :(

Thanks so much for chatting with me when I'm bored, I'm down and when I feel lonely.

Glad there's still a friend like you who understands me and listen to me....

Really appreciate...... :)

Gonnnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa missssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuu lotssssssssss !

This is the 2nd year for you, I know you can achieve what you want. ;)

ALL THE BEST and GOOD LUCK ok?

Take care...... T.T

SOB !

Just TWO.

2010-02-18T12:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, TWO friends hanging out are the best.

TWO of us can share and talk whatever we want.

TWO of us can shop wherever we want.

TWO of us won't be so shy towards each other.

TWO of us no need to listen to others, we just listen to each other.

I had A BIG huge smile and enjoyable day. :)

Happy Sunny Day ! ^^

2010-02-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

I'm the photographer of the day. hehe.

Unexpectedly, as a beginner, I think I did it quite well. :)

I will learn more on photography.....seriously I enjoyed taking photos today. :D

somehow, let's keep it as a secret first...as in for what occasion. hihihi~

*of course above pic was a camwhore pic, by using my handphone* :P

FAT !!!

2010-02-09T17:02:00.003+08:00

I wanna grow fat !

Why is it so hard for me to grow fat?

No matter how much I eat per day...now I only manage to gain 1kg....T.T

I must continue eat more, I believe there's one day I'll manage to grow fat !

no face to see you all.... :/

Garbage Bag?

2010-02-01T20:17:00.005+08:00

I was shocked when I see this bag....I was like, it can't be a bag isn't it?

I mean, a garbage bag as a bag?

By the way, this is Louis Vuitton Raindrop Besace from Spring Summer 2010 Collection....coming soon in March..

I wonder will any woman out there carry this.....but I'm afraid it will took quite some time to see someone in Malaysia carry this bag...

Well, what I feel about this is, it is special tho many people can't accept it as in it looks ugly and exactly look like a garbage bag.

but who knows? maybe it get popular someday? at least this is something different from Marc Jacobs right? :)

Source from bagaholicboy.com

Back to REALITY.

2010-01-25T18:07:00.005+08:00

Right now, I feel that I need to confess certain things...just to make sure my mind is working well. LOL because nowadays I felt that my brain were kinda cacated. oops.

I feel so thankful to people who'd been treating me good, not included my family lah, of course they always been there for me...give me lots of love BUT, what I wanted to say is, very very best friends, very best friends, best friends and friends around. OH, I actually din category so many groups of friends hahaha, just for example. So, I like it when I spend my time with them for past years...just don't care who you are...if you feel that you've been existed in my life before, so you're IN. LOL
Without you all, I would never feel the care, love and the sincerity in this world... :)

Besides this, I also would like to thank people who had been treat me badly, not to say badly or what, is just a bit cruel or something....who once let me down or felt depressed before, you all are actually IMPORTANT people in my life...without you all, I won't able to grow up so fast and see through the reality of the world.

At the same time, I feel sorry to certain people...I may hurt your feelings without even noticing, but sometimes I just have to, you know, maybe I don't deserve the love from you all...oh crap..I better stop here... -.-"

Basically I just wanna express my words here...because there are certain things which unable to say it by my own mouth yea so...I'm not that kind of people who really good in express by orally and stuffs....sounds lame I know...-.-

However, I started to wonder how Human Relationship thingy goes on...it can be well or worst I know, but...during the progress is the hardest thing in the world. *for me*....I guess I really have to learn it, I hope I manage to improve this part on me...seriously....

and then, I should really get my butt ready to start planning for my future.....Buddha, please guide me.....T.T

Language?
Organization Management?
Business Marketing ?
Love Study?
Bio Sciene?
Singing?
Piano?

LOL, sounds so impossible except for the first three. :P

Tears....

2010-01-24T21:53:00.006+08:00

Totally in heart break mode....first time see Hee Chul cry during Super Show 2@Beijing.....

Is it because of Han Kyung?

I miss him too......T.T

Cheer up Hee Chul oppa ! Be strong !

I don't wish to see him cry during Super Show 2 in Malaysia.......sob......

credit as labeled

Sand 沙

2010-01-24T01:01:00.003+08:00

Just a part of the lyric.....

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛

I don't need you to come back to me
It just that when I flip through my memories
The emptiness I feel besides you
Is there anyone who willing to teach me about love?

Just trying to get the feelings back...but why, it still you.....?

Super Show 2 !!!

2010-01-22T21:25:00.003+08:00

Yes ! Yesterday I got my Super Show 2 ticket with leetien. ngek ngek ngek....another crazy ELF.....wahahaha ~

which means, I'll able to see Hee Chul oppa soon. :D

really really excited and can't wait !

but its kind of sad that won't be able to see 13 of them on stage....especially Han Kyung....T.T

still, I REALLY CAN'T WAIT ! ^^

by the way, I think I'm crazy enough to say that I've spend so much money for just a ticket...but I told myself, if I miss this chance, I will DEFINITELY REGRET... which I don't want.... -.-"

Although I'm feel sakit hati, but, for Super Junior, as an ELF.....I must NOT miss the chance. :)

21st short post :)

2010-01-19T00:19:00.003+08:00

Tik Tok Tik Tok, I've just turned 21st ! lol....

There's only Dwaeji Toki accompany me right now.......and I've made 3 wishes.... :)

sweet dream.....

Let the PICs do the talking. :D

2010-01-18T21:52:00.012+08:00

MY 21ST

Lunch Time Birthday Celebration !

Location : BSC WIP & Secret Recipe
Audience : Secondary School Friends ! xD

Kam Weng :)

Upper part : Ai Vee & Clara, love you both too. x)
Lower part : Hamyu and Me

semua orang punya purse BOCOR ! -.-"

NG NG !!! :D

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST FRIEND, FLORENTYNA ! :D

hahaha! Hui Yee Jie aka my Best Best Friend for YEARS ! :P
*older than me 2 days. ngek ngek. *

Night Birthday Celebration !!!

Location : 1U Neway
Audiences : Primary School Friends and College Friends :D

Sing our lungs OUT ~~~ !

Thanks for the "Cheque" xD

why so serious?!

Chewie Jie. :)

Lovely Miss Carynn Tan aka my woman. wahahahaha!

purse BOCOR again! -.-"

Presents TIME ! ^^

LOL !!!!!!!!!

awwwwwwwwwwww~

heehehehehehe xD

SWEET !!!! :P

Happy Birthday to ME ~~ ^^

*Photos without logo, credits to Florentyna Chuah :) *

Surprise !!!

2010-01-12T21:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, there's a long lost friend suddenly post a message on my FB wall, telling me that I appeared on Sin Chew Newspaper.

I was excited of course, but unfortunately I din have Sin Chew but instead of Nan Yang. T.T

Just now my father told me that I should check Sin Chew website, probably there's a chance to find it....

Unbelievable, I FOUND IT !!!! :D

ewww I looked ugly !

spot me? my father and my mother? :)

Click here for the whole article news, is in Chinese. :D

I've been interviewed earlier by a young girl reporter about the Recycle Day which started last Saturday... Seriously I won't spend money just to buy a plastic bag even though it just cost RM0.20. It's great to use recycle bags...imagine how many plastic bags we can save just in a day, its actually saving the world ! ;)

I din know I stand a chance to get appeared on newspaper tho...cause probably the editor may choose other random people yea so...

However, at least I've appeared on newspaper, once in a lifetime right? It's enough for me.
hahaha! :P

Life.....Overseas ?

2010-01-07T15:40:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking a lot these days...

Should I go overseas to study?

Should I go learn other cultures?

Should I go learn other languages?

many others more.......

However, its not the time yet.....

I must take care of myself well...seriously......

Now I miss my camera lens, which spoiled on the last day of 2009....T.T

Now I'm trying hard to handle my daily life routines....

Now I feel lost, sometimes I wonder what should I do instead of just being lost......

gosh, I'm so random today. lol

I just know that, today I have good appetites !

I like the feeling when my stomach sounded "Kru Kru Kru~", and the rice goes into my mouth. :D

Didn't I've mentioned before I love to eat RICE? ahahaha. :P

Happy Shopping Cri~

2010-01-01T22:18:00.004+08:00

1st day of 2010, went shopping with my mum @ Mid Valley.

Mission : Search for a smell which best suits me
Target : a beautiful and elegance bottle with....you know, the smell is important...

...unexpectedly...

I bought a fragrance which I din even think I will buy it...

my target was supposed to be Marc Jacob Daisy... but end up I bought the other 1...lol.

still, I'm super duper happy, that I got 1 lotion together with the fragrance I bought, and 2 samples of other fragrance too...which I think the smells were wonderful. x)

hmm, I din know Hugo Boss fragrance smells so nice.....:)
by the way, Dolce and Gabbana Light Blue is the most best fragrance I've ever smell !

THANKS SO MUCH for the early birthday present Papa ! :D

New Year Resolution !

2009-12-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

1. SLEEP EARLY !
2. STAY HEALTHY !
3. Improve my English !
4. Read more books !
5. Eat more fruits !
6. learn more about photography ;)
7. have more accurate judgments !
8. stay happy & optimistic as much as possible !
9. GONNA SUFFER as much as possible.
*if din suffer, we will not gain something.* :)

basically here are the important ones.

not gonna reveal all. hehe. :P

HAPPY 2010 ! :D

I was thinking whether should I open a brand new blog....hmmmm

同在

2009-12-24T00:59:00.003+08:00

好久没有在我自己的部落格填上华语字了。呵呵
突然心血来潮～

最近，生活上改变了，自己的心态，身体上也改变了不少。　
其实很多事，每件事，在我们日常生活中都正在改变，对吧。。。
地球依然在转，天气变化无常，更何况是我们人与人之间的关系。。。
说什么绝对，永远的，其实我都不相信。。。我只是相信此时此刻，珍惜此时此刻，然后随波逐流。。。

人长越大，就会想越多。。。
我寂寞时，就会想尽办法去避免自己去感受这个滋味。。。
虽然很渴望拥有一份幸福，但还是顺其自然比较好。。
我的未来，前途茫茫，自己还不知道真正要的是什么。。。
但还是努力走下去，一直到找到答案为止。

这，就是人生。
往往我们很想保持原状，却抵挡不住天的安排。。。
人算不如天算，我们人，说聪明，倒不如说我们反被聪明误。

2009年即将结束，我却没有任何感觉。。。
今年不算好也不算坏，平淡的就这么过了一年。。。
最近让我受到惊吓且让我觉得难过的是， Super Junior 的韩庚竟然宣布要和SM Entertainment解约。。。
看过了内容，我几度觉得很离谱，同时觉得当艺人只是风光在前，在后确实那么惨不忍睹。。。
说到这，我真的无语。
缘聚缘散，我其实没想到那么快会发生，而且是他先提出解约。
我也不想做出什么结论，毕竟双方还未做出宣布。

我只能说， Super Junior的点点滴滴都值得让我们粉丝珍惜。
当然最希望双方可以圆满解决。。。
这就是我的圣诞愿望。

我与你同在，依然会支持你所作的决定。加油！

Assassino !!

2009-12-21T12:43:00.005+08:00

This is one of the most best rate/popular game in 2009.

wonder why the lady kneel down like this?

She's actually dead.

Not me, but killed by the assassin. In the game.

This is funny, not because she dead, but because the pose she's having like this. LOL.

Some what interesting, so my brother took a picture of this. xD

And this game called...

Assassin Creed 2.

迷

2009-12-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

That's " 迷 " !! haha !

Working is getting more tired day by day......

Will try hard to touch up my camera skills in future also....

Stay tune for more 迷 ! :D

FYI, " 迷 " is pronounced as " mi " in chinese.
Meaning 'something secretive'. :)

Congrats SUJU@Golden Disk Awards !

2009-12-11T00:41:00.005+08:00

I must be crazy and should be on bed right now...
FREAKING TIRED, but.... I MUST congrats to my boys....:D

Their FIRST DAESANG AWARD ! ^^

They won 3 awards !

Disk bonsang – 3rd album “Sorry sorry”
Disk daesang – 3rd album “Sorry sorry”
Samsung YEPP Popularity award

I love them so much ! :'D

p/s Hee Chul oppa, please gain more weight and have healthy life ! Hope you'll have a nice haircut too...T.T *I doesn't hate him because of his appearance now, simply because I just miss him during Sorry Sorry 3rd album promotion*
Eunhyuk sshi, you make me fall in love with your dance once again! ^^v

credits : newsis & HyukGem@YT

Revive !

2009-11-16T16:03:00.009+08:00

GEE ! I'm BACK ! hahaha!
I guess its time to revive my blog...after so long.. hihihi~
Anyway, life's been great lately, sometimes boring, sometimes fun. ha!

just wanna post a picture. LOL

Translation : middle "Jang Geun Suk, Sarangheyo!"
lower " Minami Shineyo " *korean name of the drama*

Ha! unexpectedly, I drew this myself. hihihi~
Feel a little bit proud since I din draw anything base on my creativity for long longgg time....
and, this is my first time, officially wrote Korean words by myself....
Therefore, this is extremely meaningful to me. ^^
plus, another meaning behind this....
it was dedicated to You're Beautiful (Korean Drama) Casts and Crew Team.
There was a fan project held on soompi forum, and of course, I was totally in the craze of this drama, therefore I join the project. :)

Today, I was informed in the forum that the CD + booklet which consists of video and messages from all the international fans around the world, has been well received by the casts.
Gosh, I feel extremely excited that JGS himself have leaved his msg on SBS website just to thanks us. *even though it hasn't been translated to english*

I used to hooked up with Korean artists a lot last time, for instants DBSK, gosh, I still remember I always log in to DBSK exclusive forum just to keep myself update with their news and to chat with other fans around the world.
This year, I got obsessed with Super Junior, again in fan girl mode. ahahaha
Without doubt, I got hooked to other Korean songs as well. :D

Now, I'm one of a YB addicts. ^^
I never get myself so crazy for a drama. :D :D
Thanks to fellow YB fans, I managed to watch the drama live online every Wednesdays and Thursday night. :P *and yeah, I could hardly understand what they talk*
I must say, this is one of the BEST KOREAN Drama of the Year. *even though the ratings has not reach its satisfaction level* due to IRIS...-.-

I guess, I don't have much more chances to get crazy into this kind of stuffs anymore, as in I'm growing older...*such a sad case*...plus, maybe I don't have so much time for all these things in future. *agree with me or..perhaps not?*
So, I decided to get crazy while I can! hahaha!

A Pig?

2009-11-01T23:51:00.007+08:00

Have you ever been chase by a pig before?

Well I guess no one have before.....

Here's a video, which I think I must share it and you SHOULD watch this.

Hwang Tae Kyung (Jang Geun Suk) been chased by a pig...in "You're Beautiful" Korean drama.

Also with Breathless by Shayne Ward as background music....

and this is a parody version of the So Ji Sub Cowon CF

*click the links to check it out*

This is freaking hilarious and no matter how many times I've repeated it, I'm still laughing my ass off ! xD

credits : miix3dButt3rfliiii@youtube

Smile of the Day

2009-10-22T02:38:00.004+08:00

Jang Geun Suk's smile...

It makes me melt...

I feel that I'm flying in the heaven... x)

I wish I could meet a guy who had this kind of smile...

It's been a very long time ever since I addicted to Korean Drama...

but now...

I'm in love with him, in love with the drama, in love with the OST...

everything, makes me feel that there are hopes and happiness around me... x)

"Oh Yeah", here comes the "Bad Girl"

2009-10-16T23:46:00.010+08:00

another post for today...hehehe.
There's TWO korean boy groups had just debut...

MBLAQ & B2ST(BEAST)

MBLAQ are under Rain's company(J-Tune Entertainment) which had already caught a lot of attention from fans. There's one who looks like Rain, name G.O(second from the left), and another one, Park Sang Hyun(first from the right), who is 2NE1 Sandara Park's younger brother.

Songs : Oh Yeah, G.O.O.D Luv and My Dream *my fav*

However, B2ST has brand new fresh look and G Dragon has shown his support to B2ST as well...not quite sure of the members yet, but I am currently bias on Ki Kwang & Dong Woon at the moment. LOL

well, I personally feeling more on B2ST simply because their songs nice...and they debuted today on Music Bank. ^^

Overall, they have shown their energetic side and powerful vocals.
Seriously, I anticipating more from them in future. :)

As Ever

2009-10-16T21:56:00.013+08:00

I couldn't believe it, I've abandoned my blog for quite sometime...I guess I din disappoint anyone right? *cause readers are just few* haha...-.-"

Well, I'm still as usual...working at father company, while still crazy about Korean stuffs. xD
It's been exactly 1 week after my graduation. *wow time passes so fast*

Spot my name? ^^

My family. :))

gahhh, I just have to be mature now...if can't be mature enough, act also good...at least better than I'm totally immature. xD
alright, cut the crap...

hmmm, what shall I continue with this thread...there's too much to share actually..

Hee Chul oppa is doing very well now, not only in his drama, but also being a MC for Dream Concert...
lately, he has been updated his minihompy quite often...it's great to know that he did not close it...and he din break my heart. HAHAHA!

besides Hee Chul oppa, what I'm currently crazy about is
CAFE WORLD.
I don't know for what reason, I got addicted, then now my brother.
Believe me, now my brother is out, and he asked me to help him take of his cafe.
-.-"
imagine I need to cook for my cafe, and I also have to take care of his cafe as well.
This is crazy..I was sitting right here, and need to go there to check in few minutes time, facing 2 laptops...@.@"
nevermind, he is my brother afterall
he should be appreciate that he have a sister like me.
BWAHAHAHA!

Last but not least, a korean drama I got addicted just recently.

You're Beautiful

Left to right : Yonghwa, Park Shinhye, Jang Geun Suk & Lee Hong Ki

FYI, Park Shin Hye acted in Stairway to Heaven before, Lee Hong Ki is the main vocal of F.T Island. Not only that, Jang Geun Suk & Hong Ki are Hee Chul oppa best friends in real life...so

How can I miss out this drama?

I got addicted to it because, the storyline is interesting, it's about a famous band called A.N.JELL, *and I always love bands!* :D

plus there's always twists that we can't expect what will happen next, that is why it make us curious and keep craving for more. ^^

One more thing which I must mention is, I laugh so much at each episodes I've watched so far(ep1-4 atm.)...it's much more hilarious and funny than I expected at first. xD
Trust me, their acting is awesome! LOL

and... and... one more! the OST of this drama is awesome !!! Especially "As Ever" and "Promise". I never get bored of listen to it. Other songs like "Lovely Day" & "Without a word" are my favorite too.
*I've added 3 songs into my song list, which is "As Ever", "Promise" (with LIVE Perf MV) and "Lovely Day". Highly recommended songs. :)

I also started to fall in love with Jang Geun Suk...he's damn sexy and I love his SMIRK expression. xD

More info about this drama, visit www.soompi.com *on Affiliates*

go to the "forum" part, click "korean drama & movies"
then search for "You're Beautiful".

Well, I guess that's all...love my life so far.....hihihi~ ^^

Ramyun !

2009-10-07T12:18:00.002+08:00

Isn't the chillies looks beautiful?
Isn't the seaweed looks fresh?

ai goooo...I miss this ramyun so much...
It taste hot but really delicious...
When can I eat again? :P

I've taste it @Sunway Pyramid Asian Avenue
Korean Street food, you can have a try too. ;)

Life's like this

2009-10-05T19:27:00.003+08:00

I've done what I've done.
I care for what I think I suppose to care.
I don't care for what I think I don't need to care.
Whether it is worth it or not...doesn't matter.
As long I did not break my own principle...because,

I believe what is correct in my mind.

Speaks up for.....

2009-10-02T20:46:00.003+08:00

My Future.

I just got "nag" from my father...been asking me, what I want to do for my future...
I don't know how to answer, because right at the moment, my mind was completely blank.
Currently been helping out at my father office for exactly 1 month, and now 2 month...
Seriously, I dislike working world...not saying my father office, but the true working world.
And even though I've told myself, there's one day I need to step on the working world, but..
when this question came in front of me, I seriously, completely jump into the reality again.

To be honest, I really went through a lot of things during my internship...I can say it was a nightmare for me.
Whenever I think about it, it always makes me feels like crying, and I do really feel terrible.
I shall stop thinking negatively...but...sigh..
I was actually working in an unfriendly environment, and that time I was still an introvert person, doesn't really mix well with other colleagues, so it's been a hard time for me.
Plus, one thing for sure, I got bully most of the time, whenever its not my fault became my fault as well.

People always say, if you don't went through all these, if you don't get bully, you'll never learn.

Yes, I know, but not now, I just don't want to step into the working world yet.
I still remember how I suffer after work, been sleeping right after taking my dinner and wake up in the midnight, feeling lost and depress.

Study? I don't want to waste my father money within this period of time.
Many thing will be going on until next year. (not to be mentioned)
So, it's not the right time for me to continue my study, until beginning of next year.

Just, let me be free as I want to be...
Let me decide for what I want even though I am still clueless...
Let me learn from the very basic once again...
Let me learn to be more sociable, so that I can able to know more people.

Therefore, I really need time...to change myself.....

ahhhhhhhhh, I really don't know.............T.T

5th Season

2009-09-30T20:26:00.006+08:00

第5季- 张韶涵

你發來的簡訊還存在手機裡
該不該刪去鎖上記憶

＊打包我的心假裝去旅行
哪裡才能讓我清醒
能不能夠向快樂靠近
太多情緒像霓虹那樣虛假又太不切實際
我不想要一個人回憶能不能夠忘了你
哼一段自在的旋律

你在的第五季冷冷天空沒表情
月亮忘記了陰晴孤獨他抓我好緊好緊
在想念的第五季無人街上看不見你
夜色暗得多離奇而我依然能夠做自己

REPEAT ＊

你在的第五季原諒愛情的荊棘
好讓傷心快痊癒一個人跳舞跳到黎明
最想念的第五季無人街上看不見你
夜色暗得多離奇我已走出陰影做自己
你在的第五季冷冷天空沒表情
月亮忘記了陰晴孤獨他抓我好緊好緊

wrap up my heart, pretend I am going to travel...
and where I can, let myself wake up completely....

Last day of September, I pray for better days ahead...

Awesome !

2009-09-29T21:44:00.005+08:00

Alright, I can't stand the dorkiness & hotness of Super Junior once again...hereby I post 2 awesome videos......hihihihi~

SUPER JUNIOR PREMIUM LIVE IN JAPAN 2009 - SPECIAL SHOT

I really love their dorkiness as in, they are so funny always. LOL
Especially the part before they went up to the van. xD

SUPER JUNIOR PREMIUM LIVE IN JAPAN 2009 - SORRY,SORRY

and this....this version of Sorry Sorry is really awesome...an awesome performance.
Many thanks to the cameraman as well. ^^
one more thing I love the most, is HanChul love at the beginning. yay! ^^v
*HanChul = Han Kyung & Hee Chul

I know someone will nose bleed after seeing this performance. hahahaha! xD

credits : Sophie :)

Time.

2009-09-27T02:30:00.002+08:00

Time.

Those time which cannot be turn back.

Let me forget everything...

Let me move on...

How I wish it could...

Right now, I guess only myself understands this feeling...

Wannabe Wannabe~

2009-09-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

LOL !!!! I can't stop laughing for this...
Their expressions is so funny and the story is so hilarious.
So, if you need some hilarious moment, you can watch this. hahahaha!
I love Tablo and Tukutz expressions...
can't wait for the next to-be-continue MV. :D

and...this song is nice. ^^
Epik High rox yo~

I feel it

2009-09-21T02:24:00.006+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Hee Chul oppa is the only one who still standing.... ㅋㅋㅋ

Always the unique one. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Super Show II @ Hong Kong is a success! ^^

And now, Hee Chul oppa had updated his cyworld after so long...

Showing his love towards E.L.F...: )

Today, is the day I find my TurTur Spirit back. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Double Happiness? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

credits : Hee Chul Cyworld

Wake me up when September ends..

2009-09-18T15:08:00.002+08:00

this month, isn't a great month for me....

too many coincidences, too many things happened, emotional breakdown,

lost hopes, even feel life's getting meaningless...

I need a break, a vacation, but situation doesn't allow me...

I have been asking myself how long I can still be like this...

I really don't know, because I don't want to force myself...

Forcing myself to be happy is like a clown who putting up thick make ups...

I still believe soon or later things will get better and I feel better also...

Let my tears follow the rain flows...................

It Ends Tonight

2009-09-17T11:04:00.003+08:00

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it end tonight~~
oh by the way,

I'm feeling better today ! ^^

An Angel who lost her wings...

2009-09-16T13:23:00.004+08:00

I don't care how you gonna think of me right now, pessimistic or whatever even worst than it...anything you like....

I just wanna release my feelings....

That's all.

Do you ever feel so hurt and pain until you're always feel like crying even no matter what you do?

Even if you're smiling and laughing but actually inside you're feel like crying?

This is the 3rd day, and yes...I'm still feeling this.....

I feel that, when someone is depress, friends will disappear....

Ignore me if you think it's not true...

now, I feeling it is best to be alone, quietly helping myself to stand up once again....

I'm tired .... terribly tired ....

Tired because I could not bluff myself after so long....

Tired because there's is no explanation why I could be so sad....

Tired because I can't even feel myself anymore...is just like a body without a soul...

Tired because I am being too strong, keep hiding the truth of myself.....

Yes I've lost hope.... and myself...

Soon, I will find it both back.

아무 느낌이

2009-09-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

절 환기하자。。。

통풍에는 아무 의미까지。。。。。

슬픔의 감정은없고 날짜입니다。。。。。。

거기까지는 이해가 안되는 순간까지。

Please stop

2009-09-13T23:10:00.005+08:00

please....leave me alone....

it's bothering me these days.....

I just want to be alone....right now onwards......

please.....stop bothering me ! stay away from my life !

please don't ruin my wonderful life................ T.T

I don't want to think anymore.......

It's too torturing.............

Just tell me I think too much, so I won't continue think anymore....

Gain weight

2009-09-13T01:59:00.006+08:00

People always want to lose weight...

but for me...

I want to eat more...
to gain more weight within this few months.
hihihi~

Praying that it can be a success.
Shin Dong sshi...I feel so sorry to you......ㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Messed up

2009-09-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

it is back...
and I really hate it...
I am moody yesterday night and tonight again.
I don't know is it good or bad...
I will continue smile and laugh...
even though I feel suffering inside my heart.
Like everything never happened before...
Let's, be friends.

I guess no one will understand what I'm saying here and how I feel now...

Sometimes, I wish someone could understand how I feel...

Some thoughts I want to share.

2009-09-10T17:51:00.007+08:00

*Please take note that this would be regarding about Korean artists.*

First, I would like to say about Jaebum's (2PM) incident.
I just don't get why, the past is past...why would those anti fans out there did something like this to him?
alright, even though I'm not 2PM fan, but I still feel this is so unfair towards Jaebum.
Yes, he did say something harsh towards koreans...but it doesn't mean he is thinking the same thing as few years back when he was still under training.

Anyway, he had already gone back to Seattle and back together with his family.
I feel glad too but at the same time I feel sad for him too.
I understand how things going on right now, of course I'm hoping he can go back to Korea one day, but it seems this is his decision, we should respect him at least.

All the best Jaebum. :)

Now, Super Junior Eunhyuk is at Paris. weeehooo!
I'm kinda impress with him because, this time, he is alone at Paris without any other SJ members.
YES. ALONE.
I was kinda worry at first, like communication problems.
but now I found out from Soompi forum, there are some ELFs there to help him out.
gah, I feel so happy for him, as in he able to enjoy the trip alone and have some shopping there.
WOW! hahaha!
Lucky ELFs ~~ I wish I was there, and I believe someone also wish she was there. LOL

He looks happy isn't it? ^^

Take care Eunhyuk sshi ! :D

credits : grazforkenoa

Convo?

2009-09-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

hahahaha !
Today I got back my results...as expected, not very good...but at least got an A. :D
I'm already satisfied with it...
The only hope is to able to graduate. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

My convocation date : 9th of October.

It falls on 9th !
which the number I like and I think its my lucky number. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

gah! I'm so happy !
Finally I can graduate! :D

but....one person can only invite 2 guests to the ceremony....:(
which means...only my parents can go in?
sigh.....

Another La chA Ta performance@ Inkigayo

2009-09-06T17:02:00.003+08:00

damn it !
Amber is wayyyyyyyyyy to cool !!!!
I'm just like other fans, who really crazy about f(x) right now!

Reasons why I like this girl group
i) Amber has caught my attention ever since I saw their debut news. *even until now*
ii) Overall they are COOL, not so girly. 8D
iii) Their performance are consider good as a rookie.

Anyway, I still need to know more about them....
I'm so into Amber now....*dies off*
Especially this performance, she threw her cap towards audiences~~ weeeehoo!
I love her outfit on the Intro part which makes her looks a bit more girly and the La Cha Ta basketball shirt ~~

Ahhhhhhhhhh! :D

here's the Intro Rap part by Amber. 8D

(Keep your eyes open and your ears too
Introducing to you )

Make some room when the beat go boom
f(x) running through your town unannounced
Let me see U all shake that (uh)
to the beat y'all 미쳐 [⇒michyeo]
Move your feet y'all
(Hey) I know you like that
Keep your hands in the *a-yer
Make them heads bop back
I got this don't try and stop that
f(x) do it better case closed switch the topic

*Air pronouced with a pause in between syllables
Source. SBS 인기가요 & icedFIRE @ Affxtion.com / RAISON:dream @ soompi (JAZY)

La cha La cha Ta TA~

2009-09-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

wow! I was pretty amazed by the Intro dance part.
Amber is so cool !!!! ;D
f(x) is cool!
Those fans were cheering so loud!
I swear, this is a worth to see performance. :)

Come come come
come on BABY ~~~

Amber's part besides rap...lol

as for me, I'm fine now...move on. ;)

Love?

2009-09-05T00:50:00.004+08:00

Today, things doesn't went smooth...
something happened it makes me angry and fed up...
It's very, VERY TIRING when I got hang up with arguments...
I really really HATE arguments....
Now, I feel like I'm some sort of "evil" people who cause another argument...

I don't know, I don't know....
I am feeling more lonely day by day...
Wondering someone can be by my side,
who can understand and listen to me.....
but no one at all.....

"I love you"

when was the last time I've said this 3 words?

"I miss you"

did I even had the chance to say this 3 words to the "future" someone?

and friends.....

I am still wondering where are they?

ai goo...

I really don't know how...
I thought of making my life better, rather than just staring my laptop screen, even blogging now...or to keep track on facebook, wondering who to chat with or better ways are watching some Korean variety shows on youtube, even dramas to let the time pass...

and things doesn't happen just in what I want....

At the same time in order to make myself feel better and happier, not to think negatively was to search for my favorite artist groups latest news, download songs and even try to avoid listening to ballad songs.....
*Super Junior does have their own "power & abilities" to bring happiness to all of their fans, including me :)

Sounds so pathetic...but this is life.
Life isn't perfect.
Life is not always fair to everyone.
Life is always full with ups and downs.

After all these years, I still need to be alone for next couple of years?
Is that so hard to meet the right person?
Why doesn't he appear in front of me now?

Especially I'm now.....depressing alone..................

f(x)

2009-09-04T00:41:00.008+08:00

No, its NOT the Maths Equation.

hmmm, f(x) is a new girl group artists from SM Entertainment.
LOL, at first I feel kinda weird of the group name f(x), but now I feel it's kind of special.
and somehow, I doesn't pay much attention to girls group...but nowadays I was addicted to some of those girls group songs like FIRE, I Don't Care, Genie Tell me your wish Abracadabra and Lies.

La Cha La Cha Ta TA~~~

Well, overall I think the song is nice...but still not addictive enough for me...
maybe later...hahahaha
one of the members in the group who caught my attention was Amber.
At first I thought she was a guy...*but it couldn't be*

She is COOL...really cool to me....
and she sing the rap part.
so how can she not be cool? lol

hahaha, I guess this is what makes me like f(x). ;)

Hee Chul's I Love You Ten Thousand Times preview

2009-08-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

LOL! so funny!
Can't wait to watch the drama....:D

credits : randomRinnie@youtube

FIRE

2009-08-25T23:44:00.006+08:00

Today's weather is just like FIRE...-.-

Come on!

*Dance*

2NE1 FIRE !!!!

Na mi mi mi mi mi mi mi michigo shippeo
Deo pali tik tik tik tik tik tik tik tikgo shippeo
Jeo nopeun bildingeuro jeo pureun haneuleoro keukae so
Ri ri ri ri ri ri ri ri richigu shippeo

*ahem*

I choose not to on the air-cone because I want to save energy....

Did I just mentioned save energy? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

It should be save $$$$$$$$$$$$

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

gah, enough of nonsenses......it is because I'm too bored.....no choice... ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

For the ending !

*Dancing out*

Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh you gotta ring the alarm
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh we're 2NE1
Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey

oops.....another thing I want to share....
I'm so glad that Suju spending time together. :D

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Love their outfits & Ryeo Wook expression ! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
*the middle with the mouth opened. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
and for sure, I've set this picture as my laptop's wallpaper. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I found it !

2009-08-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

I found "it" !!!

I don't know why I am so happy right now......

hahahhahhahaa!

I'm really really excited and, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

only one chingoo know what I mean here. hahaha.

You know who you are. :D

Seriously, I miss those days....and kind of regret I din get to know........sigh.......

well, at least I found "it" !

I think I can't sleep tonight~~~ x) x) x)

:D :D :D

Hero

2009-08-21T12:18:00.003+08:00

Left : Hatake Kakashi Right: Uchiha Obito

Since I have nothing to do but just waiting my friends for lunch...so I decide to post this...

If you watch Naruto Anime Series Episode 339-340 one hour special, then you'll know who is Obito.

While watching this episode, you'll know how Kakashi got his Shanringan eye....
I'm very sad Obito just died like this.....really sad.......T.T

Also, Yondaime (4th Hokage) were very "yeng" in this special episode...ahaha...

bored !

2009-08-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

ahhhh, now I start to feel bored......

BORED BORED BORED !

I need some excitements.....

I need a holiday trip.....

I hope I can enjoy the wind on the beach.....

I hope to shop till my pants drop............

Where are all my friends?

Where is my prince?

Life is so boring right now........ -.-

T.T

Saranghajimayo

2009-08-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

Sarang............ or Saranghajimayo?

Saranghajimayo................or Sarang?

" sarangeun haji mayo
ibyori kkok ondaeyo
sum shwil sudo obshi apayo
sarangmankeum apeumyon twi-neun chulman
in-neun chulman arat-don gojyo
anijyo su-chonbae-neun do apayo "

사랑은 하지 마요
이별이 꼭 온대요
숨 쉴 수도 없이 아파요
사랑만큼 아프면 되는 줄만
잊는 줄만 알았던 거죠
아니죠 수천배는 더 아파요

I'm afraid...afraid of the past...
Whenever I think back, my tears will just fall..........
that is why I keep telling myself to smile, to laugh, to move on.......
Friendships and relationships which belongs to the past......
All the regrets.....................
How I wish I can forget............................

KLPF 2009 Updates

2009-08-18T20:31:00.005+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ, sorry for the late post....
I'm so lazy to upload those pictures yesterday.

Crowd pictures first...ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
taken by my brother....

Tokina lense. :)

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ, my bag. ;)

Then the rest, are pictures which taken by my sakai brother....-.-

The other side of me. ㅋㅋㅋ

Smile ! :)

TALK TO MY HAND ! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

This picture is super duper damn clear....even my dark circle around my eyes can be seen clearly...-.-

Actually there are still a lot of pictures...I don't know why my sakai brother din transfer into my hard drive...nevermind lah. ㅋㅋㅋ

During both days, I actually saw a lot of leng chai...
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

1 looks like Lee Min Ho but skinnier and shorter.
1 looks like Jong Hyun from FT Island but face round a bit...
another one looks like DBSK Chang Min but he is more handsome...

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

but why no one looks like Hee Chul oppa?!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

because no one will look like him cause of his uniqueness and no one will look beautiful just like him.

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Happy Day @ KLPF

2009-08-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I spent the whole day at the Kuala Lumpur Photography Festival@Mid Valley.

Partly is because I need to help my father and brother during the exhibition.

It's been a very tiring day....but....

I'm very happy. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Because I can play around with my brother's Nikon camera. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

There's also another reason why I am so happy....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

shhhhhhhhhhhh.....it's a secret. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Tomorrow is last day for the festival.

I am thinking, I may take art course and learn about photography...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Not sure whether I have talent on this or not...(-.-)

Tomorrow I will updates some interesting photos, full version will be upload by my brother at facebook. ;)

Tired tired.......

SLEEP time !

Skype!

2009-08-13T21:56:00.005+08:00

yay! I'm done with my finals! hahahahahhahaha!

All I have to wait is my results and convo ! :D

I hope I'll able to pass me LAW, HR and

ECONS...seriously.........Seriously.......SERIOUSLY...

Just now, I have been on Skype with my best friend - Florentyna. :)

hahahaha, it's been a long time since the last time I signed in to Skype. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Then, in between the conversation I snapped a photo from the video....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Florentyna in the moody mode.....cheer cheer....
just go with the flow and enjoy the progress..
you know what I means right? :)

Some thoughts in my mind right now....

I've been thinking back once again, those words...seems to be like a promise, but not a promise....
I know it won't be true anymore....
Not anymore.....
I know you have forgotten what you've said....
Maybe I still have not let go......
Maybe........
Just maybe.............
The feeling of hurt for 1000 times.......that is why I saranghajimayo.....

Saranghajimayo..................

Anyway, I'm watching Air Wolf with my brother now. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Channel TV2......at this time....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Hiatus

2009-08-06T12:56:00.006+08:00

alright, one last post before I really locked myself in my house, away from facebook and other websites perhaps? sounds impossible... -.-

Hmm, maybe I will still check on my blog once in a while...also for Suju updates. :)

One more thing I found it very interesting, which someone posted on soompi forum. haha. Sorry that I posted here, but it sounds very fun. ^^

1) BEST FRIEND - Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun
2) ONE NIGHT STAND/FLING - Heechul, Siwon
3) HUSBAND/LIFE PARTNER - Han Kyung, Heechul
4) BROTHER - Donghae, Shindong, Sungmin
5) ACQUIANTANCE - Kibum, Leeteuk, Kangin, Yesung, Ryeowook

HAHAHAHAHA !

Having Hee Chul oppa as my husband may be very scary, but I'm not afraid. kekekeke. Besides, I think my life will be much more happy as in he'll make me laugh always. xD

Until next Thursday afternoon. I will be FREE like a bird. ^^

Stuck

2009-08-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

I should not be blogging right now...
I was supposed to be on bed 1 hour ago...sigh. -.-
I'm just, get stuck in the middle of night...wondering and worrying...
Sounds useless and meaningless but........FINALS is just around the corner....
Of course I'm worry...

HR & Econs gone...I would say that.
I got back my marks for course works....
In fact, I am 100% confirm that I would not able to score well anymore.
If I got a C on both, I am actually very satisfied.
I guess other than myself, my college mates are not satisfied with the lecturer...
but no matter how, its our luck and fate, to have her as our lecturer...so, enough said.
I'm really speechless and fed up.
As for other 2 subjects, well, I guess I can score a B?
Hopefully....

I don't wish to get good results for this semester anymore....
as in, I will just try my best...that's it.

Tomorrow, Research Report. -__________-

Hope something can cheer me up..

No Title.

2009-08-04T23:01:00.007+08:00

From the bottom of my heart....

OTOKE ?!

怎么办？！

currently on Heechulism mode......

Anyway, Hee Chul oppa change his Cyworld using Malay words. ㅋㅋ

*click on for bigger version*

He use "Rumah" as Home, "Profil" as Profile, "Jukebox" and "Foto" as Photo.

Cute~ :)

credits : yuri9oo & me myself :)

Point of view..

2009-08-03T01:58:00.003+08:00

hmmm...I guess I should change my point of view.....
After I heard some talk from my father's friend who came back from US for summer holiday..
all of sudden I feel that in this world, nothing is correct and wrong.
I kind of, admire his life right now...
don't need to work but just help out at temple...while having enough money for his son and daughter educations.
His life is so relax, having great perceptions base on Buddhism seriously amaze me.

As for myself, the road yet still very long.
I'm 20 this year...can say, still young.
In order to reach that kind of life that what uncle has gone through...
I need to be very hardworking, secure in working life for a couple of years...having commitment, while also improvement in myself as time goes by.
Most important is don't waste so much of.. 福报。
lol, so sorry, cause I really don't know what 福报 in English.

Seriously, I don't know what will happen in future...who knows anyway?
Just, I hope one day, I can be like him, enjoying a very simple life with my future family.
Maybe I will be at another country, but still, will come back to my own country once in a while.
How great... :)

By the way, I need to start study now...
Tuesday is my last presentation...then next week is my final.... T.T

Wish myself luck !

Refresh !

2009-08-02T15:28:00.002+08:00

I couldn't believe that I slept for 12 hours ! wow O.O !
Anyway, I just got back from Genting yesterday.. hihihi~~
I will blog about it later...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

I'm on Skyway ! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

7 Years of Love...

2009-07-28T12:46:00.002+08:00

I love this song when I first listen to it...
Sang by Kyuhyun from Super Junior.
His voice is very soothing..

love it... :)

Translation lyric

We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily
However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone
How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves

They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends then next as lovers
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated

During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back

I know
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again se we saved it in out memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything
“I’m getting married” is what you said to me
After that for a long time I was speechless
Then I cried they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

HAHAHA song

2009-07-27T21:19:00.006+08:00

Well, just sharing 3 videos which can make you happy!
These videos were quite some time ago...anyway,
back to my blog motto, Happiness. ^^

A bit explanations...ahemmm
HAHAHA Song is part of Samsung's campaign for spreading encouragement
- to share laughs & smiles - during hard times.
"when going gets tough, tough gets going! so cheer up!"^^

First 2 videos were DBSK Yunho & Micky Yoochun...they're very hilarious...xD

Part 1

Part 2

All 5 members singing together ! :D

Hope all these will make you laugh and happy ! ^^

Lalalala~~

HA ! HA HA ! HA HA !

Depression strikes...

2009-07-27T15:22:00.004+08:00

These days, I'm trying very hard to be more happier like I always do.
Even when I'm having bad mood, I try to smile and laugh.
when I feel like crying, there's no tears...
I listen to Winter Sonata theme song, for several times and yet, there's no tears...
I also listen to F.T Island - Let Go, still, there's no tears...

I don't know why I get depress easily these days...
Sometimes I also feel my life being meaningless.....-.-
maybe certain things happened, not in the way we want...
So, I guess it is....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

This morning I thought that I able to conquer those sad feelings... but it just ruined by someone.....sigh..

never mind, I will still work hard, work hard and work hard....

Drunk !

2009-07-26T20:55:00.004+08:00

Alright, let's make everything short. ㅋㅋ

Last Friday night, I got drunk. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Until today I still couldn't believe it.
I actually drank Martini with my womans.
We were celebrating Linda's 20th Birthday. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
But before having drinking session at Linda house, we actually celebrated at TGI Fridays 1U.

jjang jjang ! Linda with her small choc ice cream cake ! :P

Pictures and videos already uploaded at my facebook. ;)

After TGI, we actually wanted to have karaoke session but then it was super damn expensive. -.-
so we decided to play L4D. hahaha.
We are not girls who only know how to shop, we actually love online games as well. :)
By the way, the connections were suck...keep on disconnected....-.-"
other than L4D, we also played counter strike. xD ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

cyber_girl = Carynn
birthdaygirl = Linda
rocks2nite = Hui Yee
HeeHee = Me

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

After this was drinking session.
We nearly went to the laundry bar the Curve, but...nope !
Instead of spending our $$$ there, we headed off to Linda's house. ㅋㅋㅋ

Hmm, probably you din see I drink before...so here it is...

the story after this.....as mentioned above....I GOT DRUNK.
I only remember I keep on laughing on things which is not very funny. =S
then, I keep talking nonsense...!@$#!#$%#^
oh ya, I learn how to play mahjung also! wow!!!
Thanks to Hamyu sifu, Yang meh meh sifu and Ice-cream sifu! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Well, the feeling of getting drunk, was kinda great for me. ㅋㅋㅋ

Last but not least, which is not very related to this post, is my own camwhore picture.

Title : Me myself with the blue clip. ^^

that's it ! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Nite everyone ! ^^

keep quiet....

2009-07-23T12:29:00.004+08:00

I'm a very straight forward person...

But sometimes, I rather keep quiet...

Simply because I feel that, talk more will cause miscommunication and misunderstanding.

I think I will talk less than usual right now...

It's time to be the old Angeline again?

I don't know....

And one thing for sure, I love them as my friends.....

I love them for who they are, because humans are not perfect...

I,

just want to be myself...

Frustrated !

2009-07-22T11:46:00.004+08:00

alright, I need to calm down myself...
Maybe I just shouldn't get too pissed off over this.
argh, forget it.
I just want everything get planned happily.
I'm on my own.
It's not so bad after all. hahaha
But there's a fact, which is...

This month I've been spending a lot. T.T
Perhaps I hardly save money by end of this month...aishhhhhh.
Most importantly I don't want my "long term investment" get ruined just like this. -.-

no more clothes.
no more shoes.

no more SPENDING except for the upcoming 2 "events"!

nightmare!!!!
I need to reload my maxis prepaid again !!!!!! T.T

Gloomy sky

2009-07-21T12:19:00.003+08:00

Rain has stopped...but the sky is still gloomy...

I feel like sleeping right now... hihihi~

How I wish that I no need to go college later..

I will have LAW group presentation later...sigh.....

I thought I can get myself prepare this morning,

but who knows !$#%@#.....damn.

Nevermind, this is the last group presentation...

Wish myself and other 2 buddies luck

Hopefully we will not get shoot by our law lecturer later...-.-

2+ weeks to finals.

time really flies..

F.T Island First Comeback@Inkigayo

2009-07-20T17:57:00.004+08:00

Awesome performances I would say. :)

Jonghun looks damn cool while playing his solo part. :D [ during I Hope ]
Jae Jin looks cute with his hair and spec. hahaha! xD
Seonghyun's and Jae Jin's rap is nice. ;) [ during I Hope ]
Drummer Minhwan smiling all the way~ hihihi~
Hong Ki powerful voice! wow~~

I love all of them ! ^^

-be back with some updates- maybe lol.

They're coming to Malaysia?!

2009-07-19T13:56:00.004+08:00

I just turn on my laptop this afternoon, and as usual I will check out latest Suju news.
Especially their Super Show II is on-going right now at Korea.
Many fancams and pictures updates..
Then I saw the translation of the interview, I read and read...
At the lower part, which Teukie Teukie leader mentioned about the countries that they are going to have Super Show II.
I was like, quickly go 1 by 1 of the country...and FINALLY !

Malaysia.

I quickly jump to the sentence once again, and I saw Malaysia.

Am I dreaming or what?
My eyes got problem?

NoOoOO~!

I saw it !

yea I saw it !

I was so damn bloody happy and I.. I can't wait to tell everyone include my family. xD
I don't know what should I do, should I learn GEE dance?
Should I prepare money to buy the ticket?
Should have high hopes that I will be attending the concert?

all questions pop out in my mind...
What if I am not able to attend last minute because of some reasons and consequences?
Like, I'm sick..not feeling well, no transport, and whatsoever...
Anything can happened at the very last minute right?
What if I can't get the ticket for some lame reason?
Or maybe suddenly no one wants to accompany me to the concert?

OMG.
I know I shouldn't think negatively...but, all these might occur right?
Anyway, I just feel very excited...seriously.
It's just like a heaven gift for me...I am actually feel like I'm gonna jump up to the sky!
SERIOUSLY !!!
I so gonna dedicate my very first time to their concert, because I never attend any concert in my life before.

Now I pray, waiting for the chance (if I have..), and the time to arrive.
I am so looking forward to this but meanwhile...
I don't know what will happened in future...so I don't want to have high hopes.
However,

I'm just so HAPPY ~!
nothing more can describe my feelings now but only HAPPY ! ^^

Hee Chul and Han Kyung ! and also other Suju members !
I hope I am able to see them in real, with my eyes, in Malaysia!

credits: www.hothee.com

random updates.

2009-07-18T00:10:00.010+08:00

hmm, today I din even bother to touch my college's works...
I thought of changing my blog skin after lunch, but don't feel to change at the end. hihihi~
in spite of that, I decided to made some minor changes, as you can see now. ^^

3 more episodes to finish the drama...hmm...I feel kinda bored of the story but, nevermind. lol
I feel more bored when I know today is the first day of Super Show 2 at Korea, but I'm stuck in my own country.
well, at least I got to know some information from fans who actually attended. ^^
No matter what, I really hope they would come to Malaysia, as in there are 2 places which have not reveal.

Yesterday, I went to visit my ex-lecturers at Times Square.
2 Hospitality friends which is Wendy and Sook Kuan, Me, Sara, Leetien and her sister.
My first impression towards the 14th floor, where the hospitality management course located....is like a big WOW.

First, we had our dining lunch at Sampling 14 Restaurant, and chit chat with Mr.Joykin - my...nope, our favourite lecturer can say. ^^
We chatted very long, apparently everyone has left, and the whole restaurant is only full of our voices and laughters.
Then he said he can took us for a tour on that floor.
I was like so excited in my heart. Seriously. :D

The environment, the facilities, the decorations, the equipments....everything...
It's just like heaven to me.
They have many many kitchens, even different areas to separate what segments for students who learn there.
They even will have Barista course soon....I feel that I'm gonna be a Barista in future. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I also were impressed by the Wine Tasting room...which looks very modern.

Then, Mr. Joykin took us around to the kitchens, I can't believe we actually walking inside and see all the equipments...oh god.
After this, we went up to the 11th floor, where classes and office located there.
The foyer itself is actually making me feel crazy already.
It's so damn beautiful, it's round in shapes where those sofa's, chairs and table arrange according the shape.
then we can see the Library, oh my......it's just so wonderful and peaceful!!!!!!
next we walk pass by classes and the auditorium room, the auditorium room seriously much more nicer than my college. Sorry to say that... lol.

After the tour, we finally meet up Mr.Lai....
Hmm, he looks more skinny now, STRESS, and I think he wearing contact lens har?
Why do I feel his eyes is much more bigger right now? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Anyway, we have some chat of course...joking around, laughing around as usual.
Then we head off to shopping at Pavilion.

Overall, it was fun, really fun to see Mr.Joykin and Mr.Lai again.
This feeling is much more better than sitting on a roller coaster or spending a day at theme park. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Oh ya! I forgot to mention one more lecturer which is Chef Loke.
He is funny as well eventhough he din teach events students before.
I also thank him that he specially prepare those vegetarian dishes for me. ^^

well some pictures before the post end.

Wendy and Lee Tien. ^^

Me and Sook Kuan. ^^

Special coffee for free. :D
there's another cup also. :)

more pictures at my facebook. :)

Wow, this post looks like a longgggggggggg essay...
or maybe I shall assume this as a journal already. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

F.T Island Cross & Change!

2009-07-16T23:49:00.007+08:00

They're back!!!!

with new looks...a new album....and of course

new songs!!! ^^

This song called I Hope.

Trust me, this MV is gonna make you feel happy. :)

They look so cute, cool and hot!

Imma' Jonghun biased ! Fall in love with his smile....and his guitar skills, solo part! hihihi~

Enjoy! ^^

damn, the album is so nice!

I feel like buying it already. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Think too much?

2009-07-16T00:48:00.004+08:00

I was once being hurt badly.

Twice being hurt badly.

Third time being hurt badly...

I don't even know how many times already.

Perhaps, my eyes are blind, my heart are too faithful.

Anyway, ignore my feelings now.......

Tomorrow would be a great day! ^^

the "long term investment" are on-going right now! hihihihihi~

Super POWER !

2009-07-13T14:33:00.003+08:00

It's cold here...but have not turn into an ice yet. ^^

I think I have SUPER POWER today. hihihi~

Just now the computer I'm using in com lab "TERBAKAR".

First time in my life. wow!

Luckily it din burn my face. *choi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Tonight I'm gonna have a date with HR assignment... -.-

I want to go home...

I'm so tired now...

I.....

WANT TO SLEEP...

zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

I..need a hug.

Press the reset~

2009-07-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

Keep repeating the song...

ahhhhh, another lonely night... -.-

By the way, I've change the color from pink to light blue.

Teeheeeeee~

Back to my favorite color again. ^^

About Hee Chul...

2009-07-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Since today is his birthday, I decided to post this video on my blog.
Just watch it if you want to. :)

The most interesting part for me...is at 1.58.
Watch it and you'll know.
I repeated millions of times,
just to watch that part and I am still laughing as usual. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Within that few second, he destroyed his own image. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

However, Hee Chul seems lonely on his birthday...
gah, I hope other Suju members will celebrate with him today. ^^

As for me, hmm...
Just finish my Econs group assignment.
HR is the next.
Sigh...I'm actually so stress until I don't even want to face it...
Sounds bad, but I'm trying hard to overcome it...:(

nitesss.

credits : chaan

Happy Birthday Hee Chul Oppa!

2009-07-09T22:59:00.006+08:00

Words to Hee Chul oppa....

You favorite colour is red.
You like cats.
You like computer games.
But, there's only one thing I found we both like, which is ROCK musics. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ahh, I'm so out of words today...

Anyway,

I hope you and heebum stay healthy always.
I hope you'll find your true love soon.
I'm very happy because I know you, that you always being so hilarious and unique in your own way.
most importantly,

You've CHANGE my life.
I have turned into more optimistic and a cheerful person.

You're always my HAPPY candy! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Hmm, reading is good huh? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Here, I dedicate F.T Island - Troublemaker to you.
one of my favorite song from F.T Island. :)

Wearing torn up jeans with my bright hair might seem strange to people,
but I will continue to walk on dreaming my own dream.

They might call me a trouble maker, they might laugh and make fun of me
but I will proudly get through it.

I am a trouble.
The name they call me will soon change someday.
I am going to surprise the world.

I am a trouble.
Even if they block my path, I will not stop.
I'll fight for it.

Don't tell me go towards the same place.
I am not interested in boring things.

Don't force me to live like a robot.
You might call me a rebel but I will to give up like a fool.
I am going to achieve an amazing future.

I am a trouble.
The name they call me will soon change someday.
I am going to surprise the world.

I am a trouble.
Even if they block my path, I will not stop.
I'll fight for it.

I am not afraid of the stares seen through your glasses.

I can fly higher.
Soon, the day will come when my name shines.

I can fly higher.
Get up, shout and get rid of your worries. Everything begins now.

I can fly higher.
Shout! Let's face the world that underestimated us for being young.

I can fly higher.
Let's embrace the precious dreams in our hearts. Everything begins now.

MILKY WHITE WHITE SKIN KIM HEE CHUL !!!
SARANGHEYO KIM HEE CHUL !!!
Continue be proud of being yourself !
♥s . ^^

I promise I'll be your fan...for at least 3 years!
because I can't guarantee to be your fan forever. oops. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
if I exeed 3 years, then it will be the bestest record I have. hehe.

Output

2009-07-07T18:25:00.003+08:00

The output is not as good as what I think.
Never mind, I had tried my best.

So many things to be worried nowadays...
I hope I will be able to conquer all those ___________, back with a cheerful Angeline soon!

feeling weird.

2009-07-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

Only me myself is able to help myself.

(-.-)

Zombies

2009-07-05T00:05:00.003+08:00

Now, I feel like I'm on holiday. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ actually I'm not...-.-
My eye balls feels like going to burst today.
4 of us again, L4D again. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I even played as the Smoker for once. VERSUS mode! wow! ㅋㅋ

Hee Chul oppa talks about his computer games and his cat - Heebum today. ㅋㅋ
How cute that he spend his free time on these as well as to release stress. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
But honest speaking, I don't like cats..:/

For only a day without craving any news about Suju, I start missing them. -.-
more shows like Introducing Star Friend and Star Junior Show!
seriously can't wait to watch, better that with English subs. hihihi~ ^^

It's you. ♥
It's still you?

So true.

2009-07-04T00:16:00.005+08:00

Ariel Lin's new MV. ^^
Featuring Suju - Dong Hae and Shi Won.
Sara, I know you like Dong Hae, so you should watch this MV. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Ariel Lin said
"sometimes happiness not easy to erase,
sometimes is happiness starts like this?"

Shi Won said in his heart,
meeting someone is happiness,
no matter when or where you meet,
what is the results are...
that is happiness..

I really like what Shi Won said in this MV, which I found it very meaningful. :)

Well nothing much to share today, just very tired now. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Ice Age 3 was damn funny. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Love my chingu(s) as well. ^^
One thing I can confirm today, we all love ZOMBIES. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

its 3am!

2009-06-30T02:56:00.005+08:00

well, now I'm eating Japanese snack
wahahahha!
Still on Don't Don mode. hihihi~

Anyway, I'm excited....

I finished LAW assignment...-.-v
I eating snacks first time in my life during this particular of time. O.O
I saw Teukie Teukie Leader cyworld posts, and he seems to be HAPPIER. ^^
I also saw Eun Hyuk sshi cyworld photo with a big light blue sunglasses, hahaha! how cute!
And......Sorry Sorry gonna release Japanese CD+DVD version on 15th July.
but don't know when will be available in M'sia.
which means, I need to spend again...v-.-v

last thing I wanna say before I sleep, I never regret of being a Suju fans.

Spread happiness~~~~ ^^

A Kiss

2009-06-29T00:07:00.004+08:00

2 videos I must share before I sleep tonight. ^^

Hee Chul Oppa got a kiss from a little boy in a Korean show - "I Got An Uncle".
His expression was like, omo!

O.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so cute! xD

Today, I'm actually very stress about Law assignment.
Lucky there's another korean show cheer me up...
jjang jjang!!! its......

Introducing Star Friend latest episode Part 4

poor Eun Hyuk...always rejected by those girls, even a banner dislike him...for TWICE. T.T

LOL!

Moonwalk

2009-06-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

oh man, I fall in love again for his moonwalk.
Again, rest in peace Michael Jackson.
I'll always love your songs and your MOONWALK!

LAW !

2009-06-26T16:12:00.004+08:00

If you ask me what is Law,

I will only answer Law is LAW.

(-.-)

Damn, whenever I read those law books and those information I found on net...
I felt that my head gets heavier for 100kgs.......@.@
How am I gonna vomit out 3000 words?!

Once upon a time, my ambition was to be a lawyer.
It's kinda funny to think back. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

(-.-")

I though I could fell in love with law.....

there's another sad news for today....
Rest in peace, M.J. :'/

Now

2009-06-24T11:33:00.003+08:00

Now I'm listening to F.T Island - Troublemaker.
awww, this song is such a cheerful song. love it! ^^

Now I'm so desperate for Transformer.
but I know it's very hard to get tickets, plus I have LAW assignment due next Tuesday. -.-

Now I'm looking forward to Golden Melody Awards which will aired at Astro AEC 301.
Super Junior were invited, I'm sure gonna stay whole night in front of the TV. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
L T, let's get a few bottles of soju, then come to my house or go to your house, enjoy the entire show. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Now I'm supposed to study or even start my LAW assignment.
But I did not. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Thursday having Moral presentation, and need to pass up Exhibition Ops group assignment as well.....ahhhhhh I'm so sick of this semester. -.-

Craziness + Stress = ????????

What will happen next?!

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Don't worry I'm still normal. ^^

P/S ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ means laughing. hihihi~

Sudden

2009-06-22T18:38:00.004+08:00

I just woke up from my nap...

To be honest, I feel down.....deep inside my heart. (유_유)

It's true that, life would not be perfect without sadness.

I take back my words which I've said previously at Facebook...

" my life is only happy and stress. "

This is so wrong.

Love listening to F.T Island songs..
Hong Ki really able to sing well. (유_유)

Goodbye

2009-06-21T21:41:00.004+08:00

Even though you might get sick of what I post now...

It's like everyday Suju Suju...lol, but I don't care.

This time, I must and still post about Super Junior! ^^

Today is their last performance and they ended their 3jib promotion already.

It's kinda sad though, but still able to catch up with their TV shows, radio shows, upcoming Golden Melody Award and Super Show 2 ! (concert) ^^

Well, every weekend I was waiting for their performances and now, no more.

Anyway, if there's a start, definitely there will be an end.

End for their 3jib promotion, but it wont just end here without any upcoming albums!

Their Goodbye Special at Inkigayo.

I must say, I really love Hee Chul oppa's pony tail on Sorry Sorry performances. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
I love Teukie Teukie leader saying "Happy Birthday Ryeo Wookie" during It's you performance.
I love Eun Hyuk his heart pumps and bowing during Sorry Sorry performance.
I love Wookie's smile after Teukie Teukie leader wishes him.

No matter what, they really work hard to bring happiness to everyone.
You may say I naive or childish, being crazy for them is just meaningless,
but this is what I feel towards them and I trully believe that being a celebrity is really not easy at all.

Hope they get to rest more and get prepared for their Super Show 2 !
I love em' all ! :)

By the way, Happy Otosan's Day! ^^
Happy Birthday to Wookie! ^^

P/S 3jib means 3rd album.
I ate a lot these days, but why I still can't put on some weight? I hope Hee Chul oppa can give me some of his fats, since he said he is on diet. oops. =X

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Reset Button

2009-06-20T01:14:00.004+08:00

Press the reset, press~ press~ the reset...

it's a song.

I want to press my own reset button...

to forget and start all over again.

Dork !

2009-06-19T12:34:00.007+08:00

Just sharing another video of Hee Chul oppa with his friend Jo Sung Mo.
Jo Sung Mo was actually singing live on radio show, Shim Shim Ta Pa, and Hee Chul were singing with him as well.

Again, Hee Chul being a dork, kept laughing here and there, even while singing. xD
But when he sing seriously, he really can sing well. :)

It's great to see this video when I just start off my day. ^^
Hee Chul never failed to make me laugh always...really made my day.......bwahahahha~
Thanks a lot to SJSUBS because I was waiting for this. LOL~

P/S Aigoo, Hee Chul oppa is lonely...sigh...hope he really gets more love, and hope he find his true love. ^^

Credits : SJSUBS

Nothing Special

2009-06-17T03:38:00.003+08:00

Just a book.

But don't under estimate it.

It helped me a lot on the super duper assignment which I had finished just now.

Shall I named it super duper book ? xD

Too bad, I will be saying goodbye to it in few more days.

What time is it NOW?!

Tomorrow you girls shall see my zombies face....

no choice, because I'm still awake...with a pair of big opened eyes. LOL!

Pink.

2009-06-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

a colour which really REALLY seldom exist in my life.

but now, it exists. ^^

just when I smile...

with my opened mouth . hihihi~ LOL!

Some changes.

2009-06-13T15:09:00.004+08:00

There's some changes in me lately.
I don't know whether is good or bad,
but most of the time..I found myself are more cheerful than before.

I always laugh.. xD
I smile more. not afraid to show my braces. :)
I joke more. I guess so...lol!
I am more optimistic.
I am more mature. but still childish sometimes.
I am more outspoken as in dare to voice out. I think so... ^^

In my mind, there's only happiness and stress exist.
Happy because of who I am, because of what I have now.
Stress is because of exams and assignments, hmmm definitely cannot runaway from all these.
Sometimes I get to be emo, but REALLY lesser than before.
Is this a good change?
I feel kinda weird...-.-"

I think is because of Suju.....hihihi~ x)
no matter what, I know I got to face the reality...get ready for my future.

Here's a cute video of Hee Chul oppa and Han Kyung leaving Thailand.
Both of them almost fall down, haha.
Most funny is, I think Hee Chul oppa doing the "crazy" sign towards Han Kyung. *micheoso* xD

ahhhhh, more assignments and Law mid term next wed. -.-

P/S Micheoso means Crazy in korean. ^^

credit : HeenimTH

Man vs Boy?

2009-06-09T01:58:00.006+08:00

Picture 1 : Yamaha Fino Press Conference at Thailand.
Picture 2 : Incheon airport heading to Thailand.

Heechul said on the show “Quiz Prince” of June 7th’s “MBC Sunday Sunday night” that

“I had heard people said that I look like ShinAe” and “I dont want to hear that I’m beautiful, I cut my hair because I want to hear that I’m cool and handsome”.

Seriously, he has the manly side of him.
I don't know why I always think like that even though at times he does act/dance like a girl.

I believe. :)

I want the light blue cap! so cute~~~ x)

one more thing, I went to Harvest Center with Hospitality friends today.

Taken with Fairuz. :)

Something meaningful. ^^

more photos will be upload to my facebook after Wednesday...-.-
due to HR mid term.........*screamsssssssss*

credits : celebs community , onlysuju13
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